So it's time to write a little about myself, I'm college student, I've been a college student for too long. 6 years to be exact, well the thing is, in the first year I didn't work all that much, I just slacked around. But now I'm on the verge of finishing my degree, which means I'm one step away from moving out of my parents. I really want that.
I'm in a relationship with an older man, he's old enough to be my father, but that's ok with me, I like older men. I fell in love with him even before I met him (we met online…), I could've chosen better, he's not that great, he's fat and has a lot of other problems, but we get along. I'm not completely satisfied with him, first of all he's not that great in bed, he's caring, but he's just not big enough, but I can live with that. Second, he's a big faggy, he thinks he's not but he is, anyone can tell, he has a high pitched voice, and speaks loud, fuck, sometimes he shrieks so loud my hears hurt. Third, he has all these people that depend on him, one loser ex-boyfriend that calls all the time, and he always picks up the phone, no matter what, except when we are fucking, well… we don't exactly fuck, we just jerk each other out.
He's my first boyfriend, I wonder if I was to be with someone before him, if he would've been nothing but a one night stand. Yeah, we fucked on first date, at his house, I went over to have dinner and sleep. I was so nervous I couldn't stop shacking. The first time he touched me it fell like the whole house was falling on my head. I felt like such a whore the following week, but I went over the following Friday, and next thing I know, we're boyfriends or something.
I though a million times about breaking up with him, but then I realize how much I need him and I get scared.
I'm in a relationship with an older man, he's old enough to be my father, but that's ok with me, I like older men. I fell in love with him even before I met him (we met online…), I could've chosen better, he's not that great, he's fat and has a lot of other problems, but we get along. I'm not completely satisfied with him, first of all he's not that great in bed, he's caring, but he's just not big enough, but I can live with that. Second, he's a big faggy, he thinks he's not but he is, anyone can tell, he has a high pitched voice, and speaks loud, fuck, sometimes he shrieks so loud my hears hurt. Third, he has all these people that depend on him, one loser ex-boyfriend that calls all the time, and he always picks up the phone, no matter what, except when we are fucking, well… we don't exactly fuck, we just jerk each other out.
He's my first boyfriend, I wonder if I was to be with someone before him, if he would've been nothing but a one night stand. Yeah, we fucked on first date, at his house, I went over to have dinner and sleep. I was so nervous I couldn't stop shacking. The first time he touched me it fell like the whole house was falling on my head. I felt like such a whore the following week, but I went over the following Friday, and next thing I know, we're boyfriends or something.
I though a million times about breaking up with him, but then I realize how much I need him and I get scared.
posted by Joe at 1:30 AM
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